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| Living, healing, and conquering Multiple personality disorder | ||||||||||||||||||||||||
| I have created this page as a tool in my own healing process as well as providing information on Multiple personality disorder. I hope you will learn a little about my life as well as the lives of the people inside me. We are very distinct and different individuals living in the same body. I like to think of my system as being very multifaceted. Sort of like a prism or diamond. Many different sides, colors and views, but yet all intact within one container. | |||||||||||||||||||||||
| my personal bio | ||||||||||||||||||||||||
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| I am a 32 year old female living in the southeast region of the united states. I live with my identical twin boys, who are indeed a joy as well as a challenge, and two siamese cats named Lucy and Rosie. I was diagnosed with Multiple personality disorder (now formally known as Dissociative Identity disorder)in September of 1991 after being in private therepy for 7 long years. I went into therepy for suicide attempts and depression, never really being able to clarify what was wrong with me or even have the courage to tell. I knew my childhood was full of abuse, but in hindsight I thought this was somthing I could workout on my own. I had lots and lots of memories. Ones that seemed almost unconcievable, but yet I knew deep down they happend. I am a survivor of sexual, physical, and Ritual abuse at the hands of my own family. Today, I am healing every day. I am trying very hard to make progress in my life. I work on trying to balance parenting, work, and healing, and it is no picnic. But I believe with all my heart when I am ready, I will blend with the people inside who saved me from the horror of my childhood. | |||||||||||||||||||||||
| The Insiders | ||||||||||||||||||||||||
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FIRST LAYER: Surface people | *Donna/Mariea- Hosts of the body. They function together as a parent, host, and healers. (age 32) *Tonya- Holds the intense anger of the system. (age 18) *Betty Crocker- co-parent, homemaker, and overall great woman. (age unknown) *Tracie- Brittish, believes she is here to help with the children, and will return to the UK when her job is done. (age 17) *Jenny Brown- Autistic, and scared, but very intelligent. Went to school every day for us to keep up "appearences" of a normal child. (age 7) *Christina- very outgoing, and cute. Loves to wear dresses and play with dolls (age 3) *Raven- very sexual, preformed at sex rituals (age unknown) *majagoria- vampiress, cult alter, twin to Morganna. (age unknown) *Morganna- a former occultist, now reformed christain. (age unknown) *Jubilee- participated in the penecostal rituals of rattle snakes with maternal grandmother. Now a Mormon. (age 55) *Tony- protector of the lil's inside, wants to be a doctor someday. (age 9) *Mike- created to be the fathers son, learned all about cars and how to fix them. (age 13) *Foo Foo- created to enjoy sex with the father.(age unknown) *The Monster- cult alter, holds intense hate, and rage (age unknown) *Shannon- pre-verbal, infant born into the body (age newborn) *Leslie- Bisexual female, created to have sex with other females in the coven. *Majik- has ESP, and warns everyone inside of impending danger of abuse. (ageless) *Skye- an angel who came from heaven to help us create a safe place inside to go when we were being hurt. (ageless) *halfpint- cute bucktoothed lil girl who loves her daddy. (age 6) *kat- curls up like a cat and sleeps to ecsape (age unknown) *Tween- fills in the space when no one is out in the body (age slider) *Screen- sort of a gatekeeper, filters out and moniters what comes in. (ageless)
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